{"id":1842,"date":"2022-10-28T16:23:41","date_gmt":"2022-10-28T16:23:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/?p=1842"},"modified":"2022-10-28T16:23:43","modified_gmt":"2022-10-28T16:23:43","slug":"mardi-28-octobre","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/?p=1842","title":{"rendered":"Mardi 28 octobre"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dans l&rsquo;apr\u00e8s-midi je me suis senti minable\u00a0; j&rsquo;avais pass\u00e9 plusieurs heures p\u00e9nibles sur les inutiles <em>Essais sur la forme et le sens<\/em> de Chomsky, puis m&rsquo;\u00e9tais \u00e9puis\u00e9 en vain \u00e0 <!--more-->cr\u00e9er un morceau \u00e0 base de samples pour Marie-Charlotte\u00a0: lorsque je n&rsquo;y ai plus tenu, je me suis jet\u00e9 sur mon lit, aux draps plus tr\u00e8s propres, et qu&rsquo;est-ce qui est venu reprendre possession de moi dans l&rsquo;instant\u00a0? les m\u00eames doutes, la m\u00eame certitude de mon insuffisance, les images de repli f\u0153tal compagnes habituelles de mes endormissements, pleines de violence sourde et de froid\u00a0; l\u2019angoisse de ne pas \u00eatre \u00e0 la hauteur, les complexes sexuels que je ne sais pas surmonter\u00a0; le refuge dans l&rsquo;abandon entre les mains de qui veut bien.<\/p>\n<p>Mais ensuite, alors que la nuit tombait d\u00e9j\u00e0 \u2014 et elle vient t\u00f4t maintenant qu&rsquo;on a chang\u00e9 d&rsquo;heure \u2014 il m&rsquo;a fallu vite aller \u00e0 Monoprix faire des courses, l&rsquo;air froid m&rsquo;a revigor\u00e9 d&rsquo;un coup, et je me suis \u00e0 nouveau senti puissant.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dans l&rsquo;apr\u00e8s-midi je me suis senti minable\u00a0; j&rsquo;avais pass\u00e9 plusieurs heures p\u00e9nibles sur les inutiles Essais sur la forme et le sens de Chomsky, puis m&rsquo;\u00e9tais \u00e9puis\u00e9 en vain \u00e0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1842","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-notesxv"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1842","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1842"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1842\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1843,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1842\/revisions\/1843"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1842"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1842"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1842"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}