{"id":3410,"date":"2025-11-05T09:42:06","date_gmt":"2025-11-05T09:42:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/?p=3410"},"modified":"2025-11-05T09:42:43","modified_gmt":"2025-11-05T09:42:43","slug":"dimanche-a-comater-apres-le-depart-de-florence-et-plus-de-deux-heures-au-telephone-avec-le-baron-combien-de-fois-nai-je-pas-voulu-en-finir-dans-lun-et-lautre-cas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/?p=3410","title":{"rendered":"Dimanche, \u00e0 comater apr\u00e8s le d\u00e9part de Florence, et plus de deux heures au t\u00e9l\u00e9phone avec le baron (combien de fois n\u2019ai-je pas voulu en finir dans l\u2019un et l\u2019autre cas\u00a0?)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Envie de vomir mon existence, tout ce que j\u2019ai \u00e0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur. Cette m\u00e9diocrit\u00e9 insondable\u00a0; cette absence <em>totale<\/em> <!--more-->de d\u00e9sir qui me fait (oh, si horriblement !) douter de moi-m\u00eame ; cette mani\u00e8re que j\u2019ai de me laisser prendre \u00e0 tous les pi\u00e8ges, ceux de Florence qui, d\u2019une fa\u00e7on ou d\u2019une autre doit bien se jouer de moi ; ceux d\u2019Ermold le Noir, qui m\u2019entra\u00eene sur la pente glissante de la destruction, celle qui suit sa d\u00e9ch\u00e9ance intime et flamboyante \u2014 d\u2019o\u00f9 l\u2019illusion qu\u2019elle peut produire. D\u00e9go\u00fbt de ma faiblesse absolue envers ces deux p\u00f4les oppos\u00e9s de mon existence, qui ne me donneront rien de bon, mais me d\u00e9sagr\u00e8gent au contraire. La gorge ass\u00e9ch\u00e9e de tout ce que j\u2019ai fum\u00e9. Mal comme jamais.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Envie de vomir mon existence, tout ce que j\u2019ai \u00e0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur. Cette m\u00e9diocrit\u00e9 insondable\u00a0; cette absence totale<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3410","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-notes-xviii-la-poudre-aux-yeux"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3410","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3410"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3410\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3412,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3410\/revisions\/3412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3410"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3410"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/neigeinterieure.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3410"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}